tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post4278724106167794488..comments2023-05-26T07:41:53.109-05:00Comments on Afterthoughts On A Whirlwind Journey: Still Searching For SomethingUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-68205728368077194682010-11-04T20:04:12.481-05:002010-11-04T20:04:12.481-05:00Reading this, I sympathize so much with it. The cy...Reading this, I sympathize so much with it. The cycle of running to God, then hearing the call, the enticement, and running back. Only to realize that I can't stay there in the darkness and return again. <br /><br />The line that really grabbed me was "I want your love, but I want to be held." That's true so much. So much. <br /><br />I think the only thing I can do is trust in Him. But it's just so, so difficult.Chrisnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-12557868443934979962008-06-20T21:20:00.000-05:002008-06-20T21:20:00.000-05:00brandon. You are HORNY. You know what i mean. A...brandon. You are HORNY. You know what i mean. A raging hard on boner that needs to ejaculate because of your hormones. What do you think you are? a seminarian called to religious life. You struggle cause you want a man but you won't accept it into your life. Man you got some issues around your sexuality and talking about it is good but jerkin off is fun fun fun fun fun if there is no one around and you should just enjoy it. Jeez, you beat yourself in the ground with the expectations of controlling institutional religion that does not recognize you as an individual. Your happiness is not what is in their interest. Your happiness has to be your goal. You want a guy? You want a boyfriend Brandon? Just go up and say hello to the person you are interested in. There are some very nice guys right here responding to you and relating to everything you say. Maybe he is right in front of you. Start accepting and enjoying what makes you excited. In other more plain words, enjoy either sex with someone else or at the very least really go out of your way to pleasure yourself. we all do it if we are physically healthy. good luck. Why not try to connect to your higher goodness and god right when you orgasm. Maybe that is the window or doorway to communication. It can be with a person. Maybe it can be with God.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-18720403623173272462008-05-10T20:36:00.000-05:002008-05-10T20:36:00.000-05:00Amen to that, Kevin. I don't think you could be a...Amen to that, Kevin. I don't think you could be anymore right than that. And I think you put so beautifully. God craves us and He wants us to crave Him back. Very well said.Brendonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18248268499428066786noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-58475183869627185642008-05-07T22:14:00.000-05:002008-05-07T22:14:00.000-05:00I was thinking about this stuff at Bible study ton...I was thinking about this stuff at Bible study tonight as we've been in a series about hearing from God/prayer/and learning to listen to Him. And for some reason I felt like God was saying to me I will be everything you need, I will fulfill all those needs you want from another man. Basically God craves me and He wants me to crave Him like I crave men sometimes. He craves for a passionate relationship with us all and if we recipricate He will return the love etc back.. idk if i explained what hit me tonight to well but I hope this helps you. The only question is the how of the recipricating this Love.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-22633641367449241642008-05-04T18:23:00.000-05:002008-05-04T18:23:00.000-05:00I just want to thank everyone for the prayers. Th...I just want to thank everyone for the prayers. They really have helped.<BR/><BR/>David, no I probably haven't accepted the Holy Spirit's help as I should have. I will try better to remember to do so though. I think you're right about that. Thanks for commenting.Brendonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18248268499428066786noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-90288028732632649572008-05-04T16:22:00.000-05:002008-05-04T16:22:00.000-05:00I'll pray for you - but remember the Holy Spirit. ...I'll pray for you - but remember the Holy Spirit. Have you asked for Him - for He is the only power? Have you spoken to Him in time of need? He can be your best friend here, just as the Lord Jesus is your best Friend up above. I have no power, you have no power, no one but God has power against temptation.David C Brownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08891468618584742601noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-16088671515651635402008-05-03T02:13:00.000-05:002008-05-03T02:13:00.000-05:00dude, you couldnt sum up any better where i am at ...dude, you couldnt sum up any better where i am at the moment. I'll pray for you dude.gay, christian and scared shitlesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11146993413749066787noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-23878399283523046342008-05-02T01:42:00.000-05:002008-05-02T01:42:00.000-05:00I'm praying, too. I have been where you are and Go...I'm praying, too. I have been where you are and God is always trustworthy even in the middle of this.MRhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16747154844168947527noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-61907926657872514572008-05-01T08:23:00.000-05:002008-05-01T08:23:00.000-05:00I'm praying for you, Brandon.I'm praying for you, Brandon.Jayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15232291579882899350noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319921527453210584.post-8302098986808547852008-04-29T12:14:00.000-05:002008-04-29T12:14:00.000-05:00your not alone in these thoughts broyour not alone in these thoughts broAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com